Friday, November 26, 2010

Thanksgiving Daybook, the day after

FOR TODAY

Outside my window

I spy a new squirrel's nest nestled in one of our maples along the property line out back. Most of the leaves have fallen and our trees stand bare against a steel gray sky. It's blustery and colder now than when I first stepped outside this morning to walk the dog. Off and on all morning a light drizzle has been falling covering everything in a fine, glistening mist. The air is pungent with an autumnal aroma. For some reason it reminds me of collecting chestnuts as a young child on Long Island. I loved cracking open the outer casing and running my fingers over the smoothness of the nut inside. I wonder if that's why I adore "The Christmas Song" - you know, Chestnuts roasting on an open fire ...

I am thankful for
So, so much. This has been one of the best Thanksgivings I can remember. Everyday I thank God for the blessings we've received over the past two months. For all the friends and family members who have helped us out during Katie's illness by cooking dinners, buying Isaac diapers, formula, clothes. For all the letters, e-mails, and cards of encouragement & support. For those who came to help care for Katie and Isaac while the rest of us headed off to work. For all the prayers, sacrifices, Mass intentions offered by so many kind souls - even those who don't know us, but heard about Katie's illness through friends & family or my blog posts. For Katie's doctor, Dr. Cintron, who figured out the 'real deal' and continues to offer her and Sam (and all of us) so much hope. And I am thankful, too, for life's trials; for the suffering that brings me closer and closer to Him and for the Grace He gives to endure it all, knowing all the while that my burdens are His burdens and none are too heavy for Him to carry with me and for me. I am thankful for Faith, Hope and yes, Love. Love that the world knows not and can never know without His Grace.

From the kitchen

A successfully delicious meal prepared, presented and consumed yesterday. I LOVE THANKSGIVING! The girls (Katie and Erin) made pies, a cheesecake and cranberry sauce on Wednesday. I managed to get my cornbread (for stuffing) baked late Wednesday night. At 6:30 Thanksgiving morning I headed down stairs, put on a pot of coffee (Starbuck's Thanksgiving blend - my fav!) and started preparing the stuffing. First I removed "the bird" from the basement refrigerator, so it could warm up to room temperature. I decided on making a cornbread stuffing so that Erin could eat it - it's gluten free! It was made with bacon, celery and leeks. Very yummy. I stuffed the turkey, buttered him all over, covered him with a piece of cheesecloth that had been soaked in melted butter and dry white wine. Basted him with the butter/wine mixture every 30 minutes or so until it was time to remove the cheesecloth (about 2 hours in) and then I used the pan juices. Oh, my gosh! What a delicious turkey! Our sides consisted of green beans tossed with a cherry vinaigrette which proved to be very refreshing, a sweet potato pudding that was out of this world yummy, of course, the stuffing and Katie's cranberry sauce - more like a relish, I would say. Everything was a variation of what I traditionally serve on Thanksgiving - only more grown-up. Okay, so maybe I'm bragging - but Erin and my brother both said it was the best Thanksgiving meal they've ever had. And that, of course, made me very happy.
Can't wait to eat the leftovers! 
On Pandora

Veni, Veni Emanuel (Mannheim Steamroller)
- an tad early start on Advent which starts Sunday

I am wearing

Still in my p.j.'s!! :)

I am thinking

About all the descriptions and photos of beach house rentals that I've been poring over the last few weeks. I just need to stop being a perfectionist, pick one and reserve it for next June!

I am creating

Lists. Of all sorts of things, because I'm a list person. Without my lists I am disorganized and forget what I need to get, do, plan. 

I am going

Somewhere fun tonight, but shh, it's a secret - for now.

I am reading


I am hoping and praying
That Katie's health continues to improve. She is doing remarkably well and is even talking about returning to the apartment soon. 

I am hearing 

Some of the deck furniture scooting around in the wind. The temperature continues to dip ... brr!

Around the house - inside and out

I will begin my pre-Christmas cleaning. It includes washing windows inside and out, as well as tidying up the outside entry-way. My flower beds have been cleaned up, but I've left a few petunias that continue to bloom. I still have lots of roses on my small rose bush. The flowers are perfectly lovely, white with a blush of pale pink.  Every time I gaze upon it I am reminded of Our Lady's constant love and prayers.

One of my favorite things

In the whole world is greeting Isaac and getting him up after he awakens in the morning. He is always so happy! This, I will miss terribly when they go from here back to where they need to be. And, true enough, there is joy in knowing Katie's health will allow it. 

I am pondering

Forgiveness. Specifically, this question - if someone is not sorry for an offense he's committed against us, knowing full well it has harmed us in some way, and has no intention of asking for forgiveness are we obliged to forgive him? To do so really does nothing for him, but perhaps only makes us feel better. When God forgives us - it's for our sake, not His. Before Our Lord forgives us, aren't we also obliged to ask His forgiveness and have - at least imperfect, if not perfect - contrition for our sins committed against Him? Do we follow this model when forgiving one another?

A few plans for the weekend

Planning to enjoy Megan and my brother, Fr. Jim, before they head back south on Sunday. Hoping to spend some time tomorrow out and about with them and Erin, Katie and Isaac - perhaps head to Reston Town Center to window shop and watch the ice-skating and maybe even slip inside a cozy restaurant for a hot toddy!

A picture thought


My Chickies







 






Thursday, November 11, 2010

Mid-November Daybook

For Today

Outside my window
Another gorgeous November morning. Crisp and clear - not a cloud in the sky. Fallen leaves blanket the lawn, but there are still quite a few clinging to their branches. Their hue is richer now and electrifying against the deep blue sky.
I am thinking
About veterans - with a grateful heart. Especially my Dad who fought in WWII against the Japanese. That war changed him; it changed all of us - it changed the world. Offering special prayers today for all service men and women; past and present and the ones to come. Praying, too, for peace. The peace that only God can give and is possible if only we opened our hearts to Him.
From the kitchen
Yummy, yummy recipes for Thanksgiving dinner. Considering these sides:  Sweet Potato Pudding with Pecan and Gingersnap Topping; Corn Bread, Bacon, Leek & Pecan Stuffing; Green Beans w/Toasted Walnuts & Dried-Cherry Vinaigrette ... still looking at more recipes.
 I am wearing
My black yoga pants and my gray Ocean City sweatshirt
I am creating
Nothing really ...
On Pandora
Norah Jones radio - right now, 'Love' by Matt White
I am reading
bon appetit magazine - Thanksgiving special, food network magazine - the Thanksgiving issue, Martha Stewart Living - November issue and a variety of blog recipes - e.g., Annie's Eats and The Pioneer Woman.
I am hoping
That after Katie finishes her "tapering down" steroids that she will have no other ancillary health issues. I hope her body will bounce back after two successive bouts of steroid withdrawal.
I am hearing
Katie playing with Isaac - singing and laughing. Isaac giggles and raspberry blowing! MUSIC to my hears!
Around the house
Just trying to keep things orderly ...
I am praying
for my step-sister who was recently diagnosed with stage four breast cancer and someone I used to know who is battling another kind of rare cancer. She has asked for prayers through the intercession of Venerable Solanus Casey, who happens to be one of my all time favs. Please join me in prayers for this beautiful woman - a homeschooling mother of 8 whose littlest one is just over two years old. Her name is Deb, and for my step-sister, Brenda, too.
One of my favorite things this week
Watching Isaac eat bananas for the very first time. He LOVED them!
A few plans for the weekend
I need to find a dressy camisole or maybe a shimmery tank to wear under a dress I bought to wear to the Divine Mercy Care Gala on Saturday night. The dress is pretty, but waaaaaaaay too revealing otherwise.
 I am pondering
His unfathomable ocean of Love and I can't stop pondering it.
A picture thought

Erin, who turned 23 this week, with her big sister Katie circa 1989


(c) 2010 Darby Fitzpatrick

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Feeding her baby

That smile on Katie's face - so incredibly good to see!

Isaac's a little uncertain, but he decided very quickly that he likes rice cereal!

Sam is enjoying this special moment, too!

So sweet!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

At last, good news ...

Katie had an appointment with her neurologist, Dr. Cintron, last night. He was very encouraging and explained that what made her so sick and sent her to the hospital the last two times was steroid withdrawal. The doctors at the hospital did not prescribe any steroids for her to take at home to taper off from the IV doses she had received.  Unbelievable. So much suffering could have been avoided had the physicians at the hospital made smarter decisions for my daughter.

The lumbar puncture results did not show any antibodies for MS, so Dr. Cintron thinks that she most likely contracted a virus and instead of her immune system attacking the virus it attacked the myelin sheath of her spinal cord causing the transverse myelitis. He is not completely ruling out MS, there is a slight possibility, but she has no lesions on her brain either (the neurologist at the hospital said she did and was 100% convinced she had a horrible case of MS). Apparently 50 % of patients who suffer from transverse myelitis do not have MS. He wants to check her again in three weeks and then have her undergo another MRI in 6 months and then again in a year.

Katie still has a fairly long road ahead. Healing will take time and she may not notice improvement on a daily basis, but each new week should be better than the previous one. Dr. Cintron said she should be feeling back to normal or very close to normal by the beginning of the new year. He also prescribed the correct dosage of oral steroids for her to take. They are designed to allow her body to begin creating its own natural steroids again.

After the lumbar puncture, he also ran an extensive test for Lyme disease - which includes detecting the tick's DNA in the spinal fluid. There was no evidence of it at all. He does not recommend any further testing for Lyme.

We are encouraged by this news and are looking forward to the day when Katie is up and about and taking care of all the normal things moms take care of. I cannot wait to see her picking up that adorable little boy, bathing him, running after him and tucking him into bed at night. What a glorious gift that will be - so simple; so profound.

A thousand thank yous, dear readers, for your thoughts and prayers!! Our Lord has graciously heard them and He has carried us through this trial with His infinite Love and Mercy. He is so GOOD! You all remain in my daily prayers.